Honest Prayer To The Universe

Dear Universe,

I just poured out my heart on social media, to almost no response whatsoever. 

What do I have to do? Do I have to say the actual words, I am going to kill myself, and keep repeating myself over and over, until I someone hears me, until I hear an honest response from someone? What is it going to take? I am so exhausted? I am so tired of trying to make myself feel better. I am so sick of the advice in my head. I am so sick of the stream of advice running through my head.

I have to start with something other than advice.

I have to start from another place.

I have to begin from my heart.

I have to start with a love letter to myself.