Prayer Part 2: Answer To Prayer [ADULT LANGUAGE WARNING*** Please be aware there are many F-Bombs at the end of this Post. ADULT LANGUAGE WARNING***]

[ADULT LANGUAGE WARNING*** Please be aware there are many F-Bombs at the end of this Post. ADULT LANGUAGE WARNING***]

Prayer Part 2: Answer To Prayer

Answer to my Prayer:

Even the tiniest shift can spark a miraculous encounter. I am reminded of the wonderful line in the movie Contact (1997) with Jodie Foster, when her character's beloved father says to her "Small moves, Ellie, small moves..."

I was moved even before heading to the kitchen, to find the book Eat, Pray, Love by Elizabeth Gilbert. 

Her famous prayer on the bathroom floor reminded me of the power of taking that first, most courageous step, and trusting that the universe will hold us, and care for us, and that God will show up for me in the right timing.

And, show up the Universe did. I feel so full as I write these words. I feel so full, and alive. 

I have realized in listening to Liz Gilbert's words in her podcast and in her book, that I need to recognize the beast that is following me. It is my story. It is my song. It is knocking down my mother fucking door. It is going to fucking eat me alive if I don't fucking write this mother fucking shit down!!! Holy shit!!!

I better recognize!!!

Oh, shit!!!

So, here I am, empowered again to write like a FEIRCE BADASS MOTHER FUCKER!!! I am going to embrace my inner monster, my inner dragon, my inner beast.

I think I am going to call him Feast. Feast, "The MOTHER FUCKIN' BEAST"

Feast "the mutha fuckin' Beast"

Who cares what I call it. I just need to make sure that I am following this inner guidance, reminding me of the importance of creating the things that are rumbling in my heart, and have the courage to let them out.

"Do you have the courage? Do you have the courage to bring forth this work? The treasures that are hidden inside you are hoping you say yes." -quote by Jack Gilbert (as written the book Big Magic by Elizabeth Gilbert)